love it!

[hehehe]

the best thing that can make me stay happy for now is bff’s return on friday & she will be leaving on tuesday!
ok she told me that she was actually wanting to surprise me on friday but because she don’t want me to have another heart attack, she decided to spill the beans. hahaha, super silly and sweet! she even had her accomplices to help her out both of them damn secretive i tell you but i likeeeeeee! (:
bff, i need you here right now for you-know-what. life’s been haywire seriously.

by the way i felt super bad because i made favouritez worried about me just now.
sorry, especially bbf who called me for two hours straight.
i appreciate the concern & love (:
i love my fatty bun and favouritez! hehe.

stop.thinking.too.much

[ burn's 20th birthday surprise ]

the major tests have started and they are going to end on thursday.
just in time for the chinese new year.
i am not expecting much from this new year,
but to spend more time with my dearest granddad.
that’s the only thing i can do, i suppose.

i don’t want to think so much but sometimes it’s beyond my control.
i do wish that things wouldn’t have to be this way.
you know, i don’t want you to go through the same torment as granny.
don’t let that happen, k?
as much as it hurts you, it hurts me more.

not ready.

there are times in your life where you can’t do anything even when you know the truth.
life is… something we cannot control, can we?

choice

it’s going to be a big move, at least a big move in my life.

words of wisdom

“A ship in harbour is safe, but that is not what ships are built for.”
- William Shedd -

my facilitator commented this in my reflection journal,
and it got me thinking hard.