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that was the time i sat there, prayed hard.
it was all wishful thinking on my part.
thinking things would make its turns,
other things were probably out of my concern.

wait, waiting, waited. i wasn’t mad, i wasn’t pissed. but when i heard on the phone, i was disappointed.
just like a re-enactment of the past.  it wasn’t anyone’s fault but i just have to blame it upon myself.
i was too eager. i rushed into things too fast.

you got me thinking real hard. all over again.